with the fact that this is life. that i only have one. and that everything i do now will affect everything that i can have, i can be, and i can do in the future.
i’m just having trouble being okay with that.
I’ve realized that sometimes it’s okay to be honest with yourself and admit that your intentions about something are not as noble as they should be.
And once you’ve let yourself realize the weight of your imperfection and why you can’t stay in that state, you can let God refine and transform your heart.